Yep it's this time again, it's when I get so bored that I write a journal. I call it '' writing a journal ''. . or more like procrastinating my school work... I don't know or I just don't get it. Teachers are hard on us this semester, especially our French communication teacher that gave us a 10 pages document on how to make bibliography so it's all nice and clean and all.. and other thing on how we should make our informative text for the half semester work and it's like, just reading it makes me wonder if I'm going to have it done on thusday. I just hate her... oh well ...

A new chapter is commin up to. I wrote it pretty fast, so I'll revise it a couple of time to try and make it better before posting. I just don't have enought free time to do everything that I want to...


Oh and I'm looking for something, and I don't know what it is... I lost it around the middle of January, it used to give me an iron will and minding me at working hard and studying ... now without it I just can't get anything done ... anyway .. if you see it mail it back to me XD .. ok I think I'm starting to lose it a little, I'm not crazy or anything .. I'm just made like that.

I see a future for me at the university now .. at first I was ok with just a technique but I learned that there is a bachelor degree in rescearch and developement in the food industries, and it's really interesting me.. But ll have to work hard .. but as long as I don'T have ''it'' back I will have real trouble at outdoing my self again and proving that I can do it to my parent .. because they are not really voting for me right now.. Aw well .. it's not like I really care or anything but it's kinda harsh to work with no light.

On the other hand, I learned that I pass with succes the French standart exam from the minitery of education, the first that came to my mind was : OMG ! !I DID IT .. then came the : how ? .. no, really, how ? I didn't understand the texts, I had no clue what so ever of what I should write about .. I lost haft of my time just reading and re reading the text .. I wiped up something at the last minutes and the teacher took the exam out of my hands because the time was up .. aww .. oh well I won'T ask questions .. it's done and I'm ok with that. I just don't want to do this ever ever ever again .. final .. and I won't have to XD

and on a third hand that I took over there because the two first where already holding a subject ... I'm starting to look for a car .. no I don't have a full driving licence .. but it will come soon .. this summer I should have it .. I'm not looking for anything in particular but oh well .. just cause I thought it was fun, I was looking for a wesfalia .. it's made by Volkswagon and it's basicly a home the size of a minivan with 4 wheel under it. The point is because I really love nature and making small expedition, but when I go on a bike ride I can't really go further then 30 km from my home because it's too exausting for me. But a wesfalia has an oven, a refrigirator and a bed inside, and enought spare place for a bike behind, and it fits in my budget. So I'll be able to set up camp for two or three days somewhere and have time to explore further because I'll begin my ride elsewhere..

The only problem is that it's not ecaxtly your everyday car because it's costly in gaz becasue the model I can afford are not very economic.. But I'm not really the type of person that likes to do car rides . You'll certainly hear me speak more and more about that during the fallowing months XD